my roommate mutters to herself constantly (especially when she’s doing homework) and makes weird sounds and it is so irritating! once i said “you’re talking to yourself” and she didn’t get the hint and just kept at it
i don’t know why i find it so annoying. it also makes me really uncomfortable.
i have been talking to my ex-best friend’s recent ex-boyfriend and he is really nice. i don’t know what she told him about me though so that’s kind of always in the back of my head when we converse. does he know she decided not to be my friend anymore because i’m just a big ol’ slut
so my roommate goes from turning off my fan that i have pointed toward my bed every fucking morning to MOVING my fan to the window instead
no. you don’t get to do that. you get to leave my fan the way i leave it because it is mine.
i gave her permission to move it to the window one day when she was complaining about it being stuffy and now she thinks she can move it whenever she wants. no that was for that day not forever stop it
remember when i was going to watch salems lot tonight, which is a movie i’ve wanted to see for 5 years, but then decided i couldnt because i want to actually enjoy it rather than want to bash my brains in because my roommate has been having a loud skype call for 5 hours
i cut my thighs earlier with an old razor and i shouldnt have and now i feel very guilty about it
they are very shallow marks like they weren’t sharp enough to draw blood they are just puffy and inflamed so i am glad about that at least
i did a thing and i regret it now so i don’t think i will do it again but i also liked it but i don’t like how it looks
i have spent all day hoping you would message me.
i am terrified of going to group tomorrow because i dont know what i will say during check-in
maybe i’ll get hit by a car before i get there :-)
like everything that could have gone wrong did and now i’m in the situation i never wanted to be in and i know how bad things are going to get and i know i won’t be able to get through them
i have so many pills in my room. there are a hundred in my cabinet probably
